Finding the Man I need to be

I have been thinking alot about the direction of my life lately. The end of a relationship and having to move, both have much to do with my new found introspection. Changes like these seem to present the perfect opportunity for a time of renewal. The hard part is deciding what changes need to be made. What are the things about myself that I don't like or are destuctive. In the past I have always looked others for insperation, but now I realize that I need to look within myself for the answers. I am the only person that can say who I need to be.
So a new path down which tread, or better yet forging my own path through the forest of my own selfdoubts and bad habits.
What is first?
What tools do I need to be a better person?
How do I define a "better" person?
What am I willing or even able to sacrifice of who I have been?
Equally Important what are the good aspect of my self that need to be kept and strengthened?
So many questions I must ask myself. Harder yet is giving myself honest answers and not justifying the things that are hard to change.
Looks like I have my workcut out for me! Wish me luck.

Ok so I've never tried anything like this. It'll take awhile for me to get it all figured out- I don't really no how to use my computer to its fullest potential. I just really like the Idea of having a place to put down my thoughts and the random happenings of my life. I'm sure it be an evolving outlet for me to express myself. so if you've stumbled across this and read along I hope you enjoy the ride and are at least entertained by my foibles.